I’m so tired of this facade, it’s getting harder and harder to differentiate what is real and what is a lie. It’s so irritating to always have to try and figure out what you are actually feeling and how much you are hiding. If any of you out there is reading this, please build your relationship on trust and honesty. Don’t ever hide your feelings.
I’ve been trying so hard to see behind the facade, behind all the fake smiles. It’s getting really tiring. At the end of the day, if you want to hide what you feel, that’s your prerogative, who am i to barge in and force the truth out of you? Right now, i slowly accepting things, if you want to carry on like that, so be it? it’s your choice anyway. It’s not as if i have never brought this up before. I’ve told you so many times to be honest with how you feel, in case you didn’t know, humans are not born with mind reading capabilities , i won’t know what you are feeling if you don’t tell me.
This has been going on for 2 weeks now, and honestly i’m tired of it. I’m just letting things be and see how it works out. There’s really nothing much i can do as well, whatever will be will be.